Feelings Vol.9

  Emotions have no rating just feel them

Don't ever try to have fun with someone's feelings, that may be an amusement for you. But remember, those feelings are someone's life.

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"Leave a trace of glitters, wherever you go"

Leave your kindness, the sparkle in you, the magic that you hold, every place you go. You never know who needs to hear your kind words, you never know how much a tiny act of kindness might mean to someone. There's no limit to the magic that you can spread, there's no limit to the smiles you bring up in frowning faces. With the kindness you hold in your heart, you have the power to make a difference in the world. Even if you're a tiny candle, you can bring light into the darkness, every tiny glitter particle has its own shine, and it never stops sparkling. So never refrain from spreading the good in you. Remember, always leave a trace of glitters, wherever you go.

"Cheers to those people who left me when I needed them"

I cried a lot that they left me when I needed them it's okay.

Cheers to all the people who left, cheers to the people who left us on our own when we needed them the most, taught us how to solve our difficulties and how to enjoy our own company and they taught me what I am capable of, they forced us to contradict our own belief, we start understanding that the people we thought we can't ever live without, we actually can. Cheers to the loved ones who left, they taught us we must love ourselves the most because at the end of the day, no matter what, we are our homes, we return to ourselves and if we do not like ourselves, how can we expect people to like us? Cheers to those who left us when we trusted them the most, they taught us trust is a very valuable thing, and not everyone can stand up to your trust. Cheers to every other person who left us, they taught us that we should be our own friends, lovers, and well-wishers before we expect anything from anyone else.

Cheers to the people who watched the sunset with you, to leave you when the sun rose.

"No matter how much you miss a toxic person, please don't contact them ever again"

Always remember that no matter how much you miss a toxic person, please don't ever try to contact them again. It is simply not worth it, it will again be a cycle of getting hurt and blaming yourself for everything you didn't do. You don't have to keep the bonds that aren't good for your mental health. You deserve to be happy, you deserve to keep smiling and not be worried about petty things. Understand that being with them eventually will make you unhappy. Staying with them will drain you out of your energy. I understand that you have many good memories, but for once stop thinking about how good they were in the beginning and start seeing how badly they impact your mental health now, how toxic they are for you now. Understand that you can't dwell in your head with their memories. You have to understand that when you contact them again, you're not talking to the person in your memories, you're talking to the person in front of you, the one who let you down several times, the person who did nothing other than hurt you. So please, even if you feel sad leaving them, even if your feet feel heavy, parting your ways, do it, do it for yourself.

"One day you will be so glad, that you didn't give up on yourself" 

One day, when you look back, you'll be so glad that even though the heaviness was weighing you down, even though the tears didn't stop, even though you felt like you lost your purpose, you didn't give up on yourself. Would you believe me if I say when you stand strong even though it feels heavy the heaviness finally starts feeling lighter? "Would you believe me when I tell you that shedding tears is okay and you shouldn't be ashamed of crying? "Would you believe me if I told you that you didn't lose your purpose and if you didn't have any purpose to live, you wouldn't be here? "Would you listen to me if I tell you to keep holding onto yourself and start finding your purpose to live instead of giving up on yourself?

Believe me, when I say this, You're strong enough to overcome this, and one day, you'll be so glad you did.

"Learn to bury your past, or you might see your old scars affect your future"

Pic © Hannah Xu

Learn to bury your past, or you might see your old scars bleeding into your future self. Learn to bury your past instead of keep thinking about it because maybe the only closure you need is to let go and not confront it. You can not change what already happened but you can learn from it and keep moving. Even though it'll hurt, even though you'll feel like you can not do this, you can not endure this pain, but trust me when I say, if you were meant to be, the bond wouldn't feel so heavy. you need to let go and let yourself feel the pain, the sadness because the pain symbolizes the end to the past memories, and when this heaviness goes away when all this is over, you will evolve into someone better, someone who you'll be proud of. You have to keep going, even if it will all seem meaningless now, you'll soon understand why everything was worth that pain. You do everything to stop feeling that pain and that is how you grow into someone better, someone who is not your former self, someone who knows well that it is wiser to move on from something that isn't good for you, rather than to pursue it.

"I know you'll never read this but I do think of you sometimes"

Pic © Lucas Sankey

Dear, you,

I know you won't read this, but I do think of it sometimes. I think about you and wonder if you think about me sometimes too. Do you remember the way we used to watch our favorite movies together or the way you disliked the person who said bad of me? Do you remember how well we synced in the karaoke evenings or the tandoori nights at my home when we stayed up all night munching on our favorite snacks and drinks and almost crying over the death of our favorite anime character? You're such a beautiful memory, which I'd like to treasure forever. Now when I look back at the memories, it makes me smile. I smile thinking, what a great team we're together. I don't know what went wrong, but remember, I'll always wish the best for you, even if we're apart.  

💖_________________________💖 

Puvvukonvict...........

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